Having a hard time sleeping having the hardest time getting comfortable.
Sleeping has become an on and off matter
Tossing and turning
pillows still filled with tears.
People come and go.
Satisfying a need for love and companionship
or teaching me something i need to know.
Luckily a few will stick around me for a lifetime
but most are just here for a reason.
But that's okky.
Because even though the physicality is gone
The love I created remains. Always.
Its sad but thats life.
You dont have to know how im doing in life
but i want to know whats happening in yours.
EVEN if u dont need me
im always here still. Always.
(even though we haven been talking lately)
Counting down for you to be back
seems/is completely a stupid idea
And to myself,
You wasted so many chances,
you've wasted so many things in life that
you're probably regreting at the moment
So please, for once, for yourself
just do the right thing,
becoz you know in your heart,
Whatever you're doing now is so wrong
and you're gonna hurt so many people
around you who cares a lot about you
including yourself.
If you still choose to be adamant,
then good luck to you.
I guess
I just cant stop blogging about him
i wish to get this over with,
and it might probably take
a long long time
to get over it.
I took the first step and at least...
im still breathing!
I want a pet like this.
At least I know
he is loyal and faithful to me =)
Having a hard time sleeping