I'm not bulletproof
I'm feeling doubtful and perhaps lost on where I'm heading.
When I'm not sure of a change, I'd always choose to stay.
I know this is what I get for taking the easier way out in the beginning.
Now, all I experience is a long struggle which consist of my own mind games
and almost losing myself in it.
The aftermath is working it out and up and...I'm still figuring...
It kills sometimes to hope.
Still, the going is tough.