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Monday, August 31, 2009
11:45 PM ; 就算明白。。。還隱隱作痛

望着你 慢慢离开
宿命像潮水般

淹没我 不能呼吸
漂浮在黑色的海

怎么习惯失去你的未来
怎么留住渐渐消失的云彩

骗自己爱还存在
泪水却始终不断

命中注定 没有你的未来
莫失莫忘渐渐消失的空白


什么都别说 我不想懂
至少我还拥有美丽的梦


什么都别说
我真的不想懂
終於明白 该放手




想你的时候

像掉进一个黑洞

看不见天日

像寒雪般冰冻


還隱隱作痛

還記得妳笑容

這回憶多麼沉重

寧願沒有過


還隱隱作痛

還看見妳放手

這回憶多麼美麗

刺痛我心頭


泪水不断。。。

Friday, August 28, 2009
1:26 AM ; BGR issue

Nineteen Minutes

"When you love someone, there's a pattern to the way you come together.
You might not even realise it, but your bodies are choreographed:
A touch on the hip, a stroke of the hair.
A staccato kiss, break away, a longer one,
his hand slipping under your shirt.
It's a routine, but not in the boring sense of the word.
It's just the way you have learnt to fit,
and it's why,
when you have been with one guy for a long time,
your teeth do not scrape together when you kiss;
you do not bump noses or elbows."


--- Jodi Picoult ---


It gives one sheer internal strength,
when one understands that there is nobody to rely on.


Either you go through it yourself,
or you entirely give it up altogether.


No one knows how it will turn out to be.
You cannot turn back,
and there should be no regrets.



As one door closes,
another opens.


To a fresh beginning,
when the firm first step taken.


The wind blows wishes,
to soften every hardship taken.


All will be well,
but Faith is a condition.



After experiencing some set backs,
I am back to square one.

However, my square one has been enhanced
with a deeper understanding of myself.

If you were to ask me
Will I stand a chance?

No, will be the answer
To be fair for you

Cause the heart has frozen
I have gone numb.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009
12:03 AM ; HMmm.


"Use things and love people,

not the other way round"

~VINCENTlim~

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
11:32 PM ; COMEDY stand up

I JUST LOVE HIM/HER!!! =)

Kumar Drag Queen part 1


part 2


part 3


LOL.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
1:17 AM ; Much appreciated.

It has been FOUR years
since we last met.

I feel so safe and peaceful with you around.

Your presence seems to heal my wounds; miracle.

Thank you.

Saturday, August 8, 2009
9:04 PM ; Moving on

Shakespeare 说:

完美的爱情,

让人益智破落


不完美的爱情,

却会伤害人心

One day you will seek love

and be sorry that you threw mine away.

我再也不回头望你。

Friday, August 7, 2009
9:57 PM ; 皮笑肉不笑

傻的可以... 我吗?


Somehow, i admire him.
Somehow, i feel blessed and loved by it.
Somehow, i feel so emotionally affected by it.




我的世界还该容纳着你吗?

他们都说不
但我不想说不


那你说呢?



Tuesday, August 4, 2009
9:57 PM ; Fuck it.

How everything changed so fast.

Increasing my level of patience.

Testing my management skills.

To be a better person.

NUMB at times.

Rest more.



PS: Clubbing fever hitting again! Muahahaha ^_^

Monday, August 3, 2009
11:25 PM ; Wishing to stay, disappointed

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you'd left
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof
of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock

I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know

Should I stay or should I go?



I'm not bulletproof


I'm feeling doubtful and perhaps lost on where I'm heading.
When I'm not sure of a change, I'd always choose to stay.


I know this is what I get for taking the easier way out in the beginning.
Now, all I experience is a long struggle which consist of my own mind games
and almost losing myself in it.


The aftermath is working it out and up and...I'm still figuring...
It kills sometimes to hope.


Still, the going is tough.

Sunday, August 2, 2009
1:34 AM ; 你還愛我嗎




I know nothing else but love

The moment you stood next to me
I liked the ways your eyes looked (at me)
Though I cried yesterday

Today because of you
My tomorrow will be happy

Neither his face nor his style
I just needed his tender love
To forget all the time that has passed

I can no longer do anything without you
Cause I know nothing else but love

Saturday, August 1, 2009
11:54 PM ; 一切都会过去

无理搞怪 博得你笑
打扮漂亮 为的是你
因为有你 生活改变

但是现在 全都变了

自认以为 感情扎实
后来发现 如此脆弱

无理搞怪 都不好笑
打扮漂亮 为的是谁
思想有你 无法改掉



还有希望吗?


只能以泪水来洗礼自己

只盼万分破落的心灵

尽快痊愈


3:15 AM ; 为什么?

我逐渐开始对它

心灰意冷...
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