Tuesday, September 15, 2009
4:48 PM ;
Every night I go
Sneaking out the door
I lie a little more
Baby, I'm helpless
There's something bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me
What would my mama do (uh-oh uh-oh)
If she knew bout me and you? (uh-oh uh-oh)
Oh, what would my daddy say (uh-oh uh-oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (uh-oh uh-oh)
(uh-oh uh-oh) (uh-oh uh-oh)
Why should I feel ashamed
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
It's nearly perfect
All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can't control
Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
I was sad and lonely.
No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,
it just kept telling me so.
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself
I'd will love me first genuinely.
Baby I remember
a time when we were so secure but
Now I gotta get away
cause’ your making me weak
It’s keeping me trapped
(keeping me trapped)
I gotta be a foolsitting here
tryna get that old thing back
You use to keep your word
was one who always did what you said
You use to speak to me so sweet
with something caring to say
Oh, you don’t even try no more
Oh, you don’t even care no more
I don't wanna love you
don’t wanna need you
just wanna leave you (I swear)
I just want it to be over
(Can it to be over?)
At least here is somewhere
i can pin down all my feelings
so that it will be loaded off my body.
